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Design

  Creating a design is a huge passion of mine, something I want to focus on more. Therefore I am Strongly considering attending Graphic Design school. Benefits of going to Design school are knowledge, qualification, and connecting with other Graphic Design students. Having the knowledge to create beautiful pieces of art is something I have always been drawn to. Finding pieces and wondering how the person has created that piece and feeling inadequate because I am unable to create pieces that beautiful. Not only will I obtain valuable knowledge in the program, but I would come out of it with a qualification. This qualification would allow me to gain jobs and expand my business. As of right now I have some design skills but feel that coming off as a Graphic Designer is untrue and demolishes the hard work of educated Graphic Designers. Finally, the last benefit is that I could connect with other people with similar passion to myself in the graphic design field. This would allow ex...

ADHD is making me waste my life!!!

  Turning back time is not possible, right? Okay well I guess I need to give up that dream and live moving forward.     I spent my life not putting effort into anything because my brain is clearly broken, I did not know this until recently. I was diagnosed as an adult with ADHD , yikes. So much time I wasted not living up to what I could be, most of this can be put to ADHD, anxiety and childhood trauma…….more on that in a later blog.     All these things make me hyper aware of time and also not aware of time at all….let me explain. When I’m trying to do all my tasks I can focus on one thing until it is done. Working on this b creating a process guide for each task to help guide me through. But I always think this will only take and hour and then when it takes longer I get upset with myself. But when I am watching shows on aimlessly scrolling on whichever social media app I choose I loose track of time. This realization has allowed me to make changes that I shoul...

Take Two

 So I guess I’m giving this another try.  I’m torn between this crazy internet world we live in. I understand the benefits but does the work and the benefit remain equal.  I love writing and do want to explore and grow in this creative aspect. Its a great outlet and could potentially led to connecting with like minded individuals which at this season in my life is the goal. So I’m giving it a try and hopefully the benefits outweigh the work at some point. Check it chicken!!!! Out!